http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/ ::it's my perogative:: Sat, 09 Jul 2005 09:25:00 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/79.html Tue, 05 Apr 2005 18:28:01 GMT my life is all messed up..i knew it was a gone case the moment 2005 started. *shrug* oh well..i'l survive but the road is too tough to think about right now. i've learnt to put myself FIRST..no one else should come before me..and i learnt it all the hard way. i have my regrets..but there's no one else who'll understand right now. 5/7/2005 : my first cigarette in a year. man, that's F*ing long..well..at least it was a Davidoff Light..might be the start of my chain smoking madness again. i can't help it..i know it's bad. anyway, bottomline is, I'M CLOSING THIS BLOG FOR GOOD. thanks to... (more) http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=79 http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/78.html Wed, 16 Mar 2005 10:32:37 GMT Boo everyone! well..i sure havn't blogged in a long long long time.. life has been a whole lot of ups and downs lately.. alot has changed both internally and externally. for one, i lost 4kg. Yeah! but it's all thru the stress of work and school. by the time i was done with the exams, my weight teetered on the below-50 scale. but i'm sure it's gone back to slightly more normal cos i'm not so stressed now. certainly enjoyed being a skeleton for quite awhile. my whole face and body shrunk like mad. haha. at the peak of emaciated-ness, i fit nicely into my waist 25 capris and went... (more) http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=78 http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/77.html Thu, 17 Feb 2005 09:34:37 GMT i just can't get you outta my head shit. of all things, Kylie's song is haunting me. but it reflects my sentiments totally. so maybe one of the reasons why i keep getting headaches is cos I JUST CAN'T GET YOU OUTTA MY HEAD!!! crap. i know it's only 2 months into the new year but i already know 2005 is gonna be a shit year for me. i can tell you nothing good has happened to me so far and nothing good will happen either. let's just make a checklist of all the bad things that have befallen me. Number #1 car broke down; i went nuts, lost control and panicked like a bimbo... (more) http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=77 http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/76.html Tue, 01 Feb 2005 06:59:29 GMT http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=76 http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/75.html Sat, 29 Jan 2005 08:48:05 GMT i'm going nuts doing 3 projects on the same afternoon. here in the school library, it's freezing cold, i've got no time to eat and i'm about to go insane. sighz. all in the name of education. anywayz, thankfully i watched a movie yesterday @PS to preserve my sanity. Shall We Dance was quite nice..heart-warming and stuff lah..with a few good laughs here n there. but most of all, it reminded me about what it's like to dance. to really DANCE. http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=75 http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/74.html Sun, 23 Jan 2005 10:22:17 GMT ugh. now i'm beginning to dread my sydney-melbourne trip in March. sighz. and i've to give up one week of school to go over there. suddenly, i think i'd rather stay in school in March. rather be slogging at the lecture room trying to understand the lesson. sighz. what an irony it's turned out to be. http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=74 http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/73.html Wed, 19 Jan 2005 16:27:06 GMT oh man. today was eye-candy day. for sure. kept seeing cute guys everywhere!! haha. a couple of them when i was sitting at the counter, another one when i walked out of Scotts and another eurasian one at the restaurant!! haha! not bad!! sighz. life is boring without any cute guys around to perk me up. i swear it's better than any coffee in the planet. yawnz. need some excitment in my life. http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=73 http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/72.html Mon, 17 Jan 2005 10:49:47 GMT Friday woke up late. cleaned up my room abit. went to city hall to meet my group for project discussion. man, i tell you..i really suck at research though i can write the most fantastic essays. like wat my groupmate said, "love the essay but you really need the references to make it ace" damn. Saturday messed up my room. had lunch, packed some snacks then headed to school. the main goal was to do the damn research to make my essay an A+ standard. shit. got mesed up by the E-library server. ended up with very little accomplished. anyway, i forgot to bring my hp so the... (more) http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=72 http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/71.html Tue, 11 Jan 2005 10:40:58 GMT i need alcohol. like really need alcohol. i can feel the thirst in my throat. it's dry and scratchy. like juz desperate for some alcohol. beer. yes. beer. my bottle of beer has been sitting in the fridge since Dec 2004. but no. i can't drink it yet. but WHEN can i finally drink it? oh! it's pure torture to be put off alcohol. especially when i'm stressed, i'm pissed and i'm melancholic. now, don't ask why i can't drink right now. cos i can't tell you. one of my greatest wish right now, is that i can go back to my crazy F*-care life. no worries, no... (more) http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=71 http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/archive/70.html Sat, 08 Jan 2005 11:03:14 GMT phuck lah. what the shit is this? stupid Consumer Behaviour take home exam questions were given on Friday and it has to be handed in on Monday. like, WHATTHEFUCK?? i'm already having a major headache and my life isn't going to get any better with ads to look for, scan, analyse and write that damned essay. 3000 words, no less. all due on Monday. phuck lah. http://squiggles.blogdrive.com/comments?id=70