shit. of all things, Kylie's song is haunting me.
but it reflects my sentiments totally. so maybe one of the reasons why i keep getting headaches is cos I JUST CAN'T GET YOU OUTTA MY HEAD!!!
crap. i know it's only 2 months into the new year but i already know 2005 is gonna be a shit year for me. i can tell you nothing good has happened to me so far and nothing good will happen either. let's just make a checklist of all the bad things that have befallen me.
Number #1
car broke down; i went nuts, lost control and panicked like a bimbo infront of 4guys. 3 are my classmates and 1 is my lecturer. i was totally embarrassed. so much for being the tough chick.
Number #2
laptop has finally died on me. knew something was wrong after using is for my CB102 report. the next time i tried to use it for my ENT report, it wouldn't even get to the window's page. apparently, the hard disk has finally given up on me. bye bye laptop. cos i definitely dun have money to get a new one right now.
Number #3
for the first time in my tertiary life, i didn't get stellar results for my mid term. a miserable 35/60 for my CB102 paper. that's enough to put me in a sulky mood. i thought i could relax a little for the final exam if the mid term was aced. well, apparently not.
Number #4
for the first time in my life, i didn't get a single rose on v-day. ok. i'm being bimbotic here. but just bear with it. not even a LEAF ok!! and not even L send a bouquet this year. pissing shit. i know i always ill-treat flowers but somewhere inside this mean heart, i still like flowers. yeah..first time man.
Number #5
for the first time in my life, i played 'ban lak' or blackjack with friends and unknowns in JK's house for CNY. i totally sucked at the game compared to everyone else. i gotta learn how to play it. i lost about $40 that night, including some of my ang pao money. pissing shits.
Number #6
for the first time in my life, i went to River Hongbao with Andy at night. spur of the moment thing but i was game since i really wanted to walk around. if he didn't yank my arm at the last moment, i'd have walked straight into a rope, trip and whack into the tree infront of me. pissers, rite? well..doesn't help that the poor guy walked straight into a rock right after pulling me away from the tree. beeps.
alright, i'm sure u get the point by now. i've consulted the Runes, tarot cards and horoscope things..and i still don't have an answer. i'm just not very looking forward to a year of bad luck. maybe i should bug andy to bring me to a feng shui place..okay!! i know i'm paranoid now..cos i usually scoff at all this stuff but i'm desperate k..desperate to break this evil chain!! arghhh!!